I woke up this morning at 5:19 am with the immediate thought that you don't love me stuck in my head The love of myself appears as a fake but your foreshadowed love is what I depend on Nothing to ground me Not in the clouds yet but I'm betting on it Betting on what … Continue reading Still
I'm still, not unmovable, just still Maybe fearful of my movements, non-movements too My thoughts, my dreams, where they lead me to No guided path but I make it to a destination Somehow, no matter what I do . . . it always leads me back to you.
Can I be honest? I’m afraid to salsa dance I know how, but I wish I could do more And sometimes I step over my feet or my partners I looked out into the crowd of dancers this Summer afternoon And I imaged myself in the girl with the fitted black pants & cute white … Continue reading Salsa
Being alone Each day I watch others embrace Questioning my own existence Am I really living? Of course you are Just without embraces Oh, woe is me.
That’s particularly odd to me Many people around me have expressed their perspective of myself lately Not in a negative light, no but they all seem to say the same thing You have a glow about yourself that’s starting to show It always surprises me because I feel like I’m running after that image of … Continue reading Default
You know, I like being independent and I hate depending on other people. I don’t know why I guess it’s just because at a young age I told myself that I can do anything and everything better by myself. It seemed like there was no point in conversation with others or engaging really. I still … Continue reading Gravel
As I sit here in my low, I wonder why I care Hacking up my past so freely for review Internalizing your success as my failure I think there's still a part of me that feels undeserving That the happy and joyful things in life may never come my way Always confused, living in limbo … Continue reading Forward